Ciguapa Ramblings

Ciguapa: criatura mitologica dominicana que tiene los pies al reves y deja huellas contrarias al rumbo de su destino. Just like the mythological Ciguapa, here lie the footprints of a creature that follows a different path from the rest.

Thursday, May 18, 2006

Hijas de la distancia

Dos y algo de la mañana, sin ganas de dormir y esperando un no se que, mientras una fuerza inexplicable hace aparecer letras en el monitor, me pongo a pensar. Miles de imagenes, discursos y porquerias pasan por mi mente hasta que me doy cuenta en la dura realidad del destino.

Mil quinentas millas al sur se encuentra el vientre que me dio vida, las manos que me acariciaron y el pecho que me conforto algun tiempo atras. Tan distante en mi memoria estan que a veces tengo que forzarme a recordar que todavia existe ese ser. Y por mas que quiera transcurrir esa larga trayectoria, es imposible llegar pues no hay tierra firme que me regrese a tan lejano lugar. En cientos de miles de millas de pavimento, millones de letreros o interminables direcciones, no hay forma alguna de llegar a esos brazos sin dejar de tocar tierra.

No se encuentra carretera que me pueda transmitir al lugar donde un dulce de leche sepa igual. Ni tampoco ventana abierta que permita entrar el sonido de su voz al pronunciar perfectamente las silabas de mi nombre. No es posible. Porque no basta las veces que me imagine tal rumbo, para que este exista. No importa cuantos automobiles posea o el precio de la gasolina para llegar a dicho destino.

La distancia es larga, y aun mas cuando no hay forma alguna la cual pueda conectar dos almas del mismo cuerpo. Por eso deseo poseer alas. Un par de alas para hechar rumbo al cielo y recorrer la distancia infinita que existe entre ambas tierras. Para poder sentir su calor y devolver a mi olfato su dulce aroma.

el descubrimiento

In the run around of everyday life we sometimes tend to take for granted the simple inexplicable moments in time during which our hearts seem to be at ease just for the simple fact that we exist. These moments come about often or not so often depending on how keen we are on noticing them. Today for example I discovered heaven--literaly within my zip code--after overcoming my fear of bikes (those of you who know the story can understand, if not just ask). I saw the most beautiful houses' one of them built in 1908; discoreved an classic red VW Bettle (one of my obsessions) and to top it all of, found a beach, yes you saw it right "La Playita" as it is commonly known in this neck of the woods. Today I discovered things that were so close, yet so unimaginably far, all bundled up within the same town.

I guess Perth Amboy ain't so bad after all!

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

Almost done

Only one more final before i can say that my second year at this respectable university is over...and then the uncertainty of summer.

Destroying our Future: the effects of child exploitation in the Caribbean

Contemporary tourism has portrayed the Caribbean to be this wonderful place where all of life’s worries can be washed away with the crystalline waters and a ray of sunshine. Unfortunately, this “heaven on earth” has also been modified to accommodate different fantasies which in the case of “Sirena, Selena” also include child sexual exploitation. The book written by Mayra Santos-Febres depicts, among other things, the crude reality that forces the native people to devise strategies for subsistence due to the economic hardships that prevail and how tourism, particularly sex tourism, becomes one of the infinite solutions. It is a shame that the economic situation of the region is so dire that young children have to resolve to methods of exploitation in order to survive. But what is even more horrifying is the fact that it is so conspicuous that even the authorities partake in the act. Nevertheless, it is an issue that needs to be carefully examined and an in depth research should be performed in order to understand the effects that child exploitation has not only on the economy but also on the lives and future of the youngsters who participate.

Child exploitation is a serious crime not only because of the people it has an effect on, but also due to the serious repercussions that it involves. Many children, as in the case of Sirena, are forced into this lifestyle because of the harsh economic conditions they encounter. These conditions unfortunately only worsen when drugs and alcohol are involved. Children that are thrown into this situation suffer from serious emotional and psychological abuse, not to mention the obvious physical abuse to which many are subject due to their line of work. Contrary to a new business venture, these children not only gamble with the chances of making money, but most importantly put their own lives at risk for the simple purpose of surviving. This is a dangerous balancing act between life and death that puts many six feet below ground and to the few lucky ones, a hot dinner plate on their table.

Besides the obvious dangers that child exploitation bestows upon the children, it also endangers the particular country’s economy and population. Basing tourism, an important economic sector, as the catapult for this industry greatly affects the other areas of a country’s economy. Since child exploitation is a clandestine form of recreation, the amount of capital that flows in and out of a country could never be exactly determined. Nor could it be assume that the children involved are receiving their fair share of the deal. It also endangers the participants that are transported abroad for the sole purpose of providing sexual favors and hinders the family dynamics that are common of the region. It also grants economic power to these young individuals, who with regards to their fellow counterparts possess a considerable amount of disposable income, giving them even more reasons to quit their studies. This results in a considerable amount of young people who are uneducated, without a legal trade for acquiring capital and lack the opportunity of securing a better future.

In conclusion, child exploitation is a dangerous crime that has terrible repercussions for the children involved. It also drains a country from renewing its labor source since it utilizes part of the population that would eventually be replacing the present work force. Not to mention that it is a despicable act due to society’s standards because it robs children of their innocence and puts them in a situation in which their own survival is at jeopardy. Therefore, measures should be taken in order to help, if not eradicate, at least minimize the extent to which child sexual exploitation plays an important part in the economy of many Caribbean countries.

Monday, May 08, 2006

a lavarse la...


Ahora si que ya no hay excusas.
Plain and simple if you can't understand wat it's for then u should definetely not be using it!

so here we go

So after surfing through some sites i decided to get a blog and here we go. The only thing that would make it easier would be if my friends also had blogs, most ppl nowadays are stuck on facebook or myspace (both of which i have but don't use that often). So im hoping that this would be an interesting experience.

Vamo a ver!

Sunday, May 07, 2006

Last teen year

May 6, 2006
Day i turned 19
last of foolished dreams
senseless nights
and sleepless days
last of all youth's craziness
and the beginning of carefully calculated drama